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Post by Miss Masquerade on Aug 20, 2009 14:14:25 GMT -5
1. The goverment took my grandma and shipped her to a remote island where she can have whatever she wants whenever she wantes it 24/7. (she "passed" away)
2. I feel like i'm juliet from Romeo and Juliet.
- Brandon's family got very angry with him and he's all depressed now and he thought it would be better if we weren't to gether for a while because he didn't want to hurt me any more... but he doesn't know that not being with him is the worst kind of suffering i could go though. I really love him, my heart pouds in my chest begging... no pleading to be let out, my lips tingle making me want to nibble on them just and all that happens just when i think about him.... my heart ache's now, i miss him so much its like.. unhumily =\
i just feel so empty now... like how a pumkin feels after being carved out on halloween. "Sometimes you just need to be with the person who makes you smile... even if it means waiting <3" when we got back together on the 4th of july... and he held me under the fireworks... i realized.. that is were i wanted to be... he makes me so happy its unbelieble.. sure... he can be an idiot... but heyy all guys have their moments like that. i'm trying not to cry or shake while writting it heh. the good thing is.. he promised me that when this was all over... we'd get back together.. but idk how much longer i can take this feeling of emptyness... i try to get my mind off it but nothing works...and when school starts.. i'm going to have some classes with him... my heart will sink every time i see him i know it... i just want to run away... and get out of this place.... with him... I may only be 16 but this feeling.... i have for him i think its what love really is. and you know what.
it fucking sucks balls knowing i cant be with him.... wow... this is pretty long... sorry for that... just thought you'd guys like to know....
oh and you know what sucks even mroe... teh day before this happened i told him i didn't want to lose him again.... AND LOOKED AT WHAT HAPPENED!! a;shyga;dsjkg;gja;dsj i Miss my grandma.... I miss brandon.... but i bet in someway i deserve this... |
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Post by Miss Masquerade on Aug 20, 2009 14:34:34 GMT -5
Sorry for spilling it on here. but i felt like you guys had to know about it and why i wan'st rping
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Post by MukLuk on Aug 20, 2009 15:34:47 GMT -5
It's totally fine, darling, and I'm really, really sorry for all that's happened to you. No one ever does anything to deserve that pain, though; it's just life. No rain, no rainbow, right? But it will get better; remember that. Even if it seems like it never will, it does. *huggles* So don't do anything reckless, eh? :3
Love ya, darlin', and I'm here if you need me. I hope things get better soon for ya. |
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